Yeah its been awhile again but o well...not a whole lot goin on right now...valerie stopped by the other day with leann baker...this friday april came over and we watched yet another movie....man...i really wish we could do something other than watch a movie......hopefully something will come up...and the whole gf thing was a little presumptous.....i can't tell where this is goin if it is even goin to go anywhere....i am however sensing a little repeat.....i have this growing feeling that we will end up being......just friends.....*shudders*....you know....i have more than enough friends...im tired of *just friends*......and unfurtunately....theres not a damn thing i can do about it...but life goes on as it must i suppose.....well.....other than that...i guess there isnt' much goin on in my mesley excuse of a life......anyway

catch ya lata

well.....i recieved a nice little surprise today...at about 6 this morning my mother calls and tells me that april will be droppin by this after noon....she stopped by..we watched a movie...and no nothing happend...bill was here...but it all worked out pretty good.....unfortunately i won't see her at all this week....wich really blows....and if i can keep this goin...judging by my second time meeting her....alex...jus might end up with a gf.....*fingers crossed*...but now that i put that down...i probably jinxd myself.....but ill take this blessing while i have it....anyway...as the sayin goes...im on cloud nine...but you know what...lol ive passed cloud nine...im up there with marie jane...if you catch my drift...and no i didnt do it..i jus feel like that...anyway

Peace Love and all the good things

          signing off is Alex LATA

today i went down to linn.....its a big ass school man....but it looks really cool so ill probably be goin to linn for college....goin for industrial electronics....if i can get in...and tommorrow is friday so i might be able to do somethin with april again....if i ever get ahold of her....but hey....you never know what could happen...anyway...lata guys...and girls

ello ello....i went to the movies last night with my little brother (garron) and his girlfriend we went to see doom...and i finally was able to meet april.....wow....mom actually has some good tastes jus wish i had more time to spend with her....but she has class in the day and she works at night..so that doesn't leave much time but im glad i was able to spend the time i did with her...shes good lookin and she has a personality that i like...well from what little i was able to gather....either way she seemed alright for me...anyway....see ya lata guys